Why do i write these poems?

assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..:)
it's long long time i never granted on you, my beloved reader, altought i'm not sure i have nor not hehe.

it's about a month, ar least two weeks maybe i've rutinously write some poems in this blog, i hope it's not annoying or disgusting :p

so why do i write poems?

i do falling in love in words, either writing. it always make me feel freedom, say what i'd gonna say, say what i can't say by my mouth.

if you have accompanied me from began, mmm three years ago with this me-and-the-way-of-my-life till i've change to the-belawaties, see the change of design, read one by one, you may understand that process.

i've tried any kind of writing. i've write story of my life, day by day, something i think funny, stupid, at least interesting to be shared.

i've tried to be informative, as i was a medical student, i've tried to shared the popular issues based on medical theory.

i do ever try to study my medical theory in this blog, write write from one source another source, mix it and blog that, i never know it's was perfect or menyesatkan huehehehe.

i've try to make a fiction story in this blog, piece by piece, day by day, save it in label fiksi. i don't care maybe it can read, make it just make you confuse, i just keep writing and writing and writing.

but there's nothing change if i can remember well, i do love beautiful words, i do love 'ambigu' word, it's make me feel mmm clever if understand what the writer wanna say, it make me free to understand the meaning by myself. i do write any kind of text, but i just can't stop that 'ambigu' beautiful word in every text that i try to write down. altought to an essay! hahaha

finally, i've found what i really really mean to be, i do very very very falling in love with words.
at least for this moment maybe :p
so, i decided to jump to this poem world, i don't even know till when.

if you read this blog, because you want to follow me, want to know my writing types, want to explore any blogger member, want to increase your knowledge about blogging or etc, i show you this is me, maybe just for this moment that maybe goes by again, this is my 'still-labil-mellow-writing'

but, if you come to this blog because you are my friend, i mean really friend, no mm trully friend, oh no mmm real frien, no no no you come not from dunia maya, ofcourse you can read anything you want. but i hope you never try to compare my writing with me in fact, cause sometimes it's totally different.
you also don't have to understand my poems, as it was my life. it's totally different hehe.

actually i've tired to face that type question, "ciee puisinyaa.." "kamu kenapa kok blognya sedih?" "siapa sih sih siapa"
hmmm i know it's just because all of my friend care with me, i thankfull for that, but i just can't get you wanted answer.

from now on i tried to be professional, i do want to a really profesional writer, i have enough paper to write my diary, and this blog, i hope can be my first profesional object hehehe
i can get some inspiration from many thing, such movie, book even music, i can becam so angry sad or falling in love, mm maybe my life either, but it's not a 'must'.

if you want to know what i really want, dear all of my reader, if actually i really have, just read my writing, my poems or anything. you can make a comment respons another about my text not my life hehe
i really really wait for it.

i do love writing.
i do love you all of my reader

these poems are espescially i made for you all
not for myself only
feel that <3 p="p">*spread love love* hehehe

wassalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh :)))